When starting to try for a baby I thought that I was a failure every single month! My husband thought he was a failure! That is one thing that Is the hardest to get over! I AM NOT A FAILURE! Just because My husband and I can't just have sex to have a baby whenever we want, doesn't mean that God hates me. Just because I can't get pregnant at a drop of a hat does NOT mean that I am not worthy to be a mommy to another precious baby! None of the little comments really matter until you
make them matter! One thing I learned growing up(that I still struggle with) is understanding that no one can make you feel inferior without your consent.. So the real question is," Why do we let it get us down?" Why do we let the words from people who don't have to try and have a baby get in our heads so badly?? The only reason I can come up with is because we feel that way also. We ask ourselves everyday "why? When?" We make ourselves feel like we aren't good enough by phrases like," I am not normal because I am not able to conceive as fast as some. I am not good enough to have a little child say that they love me." What else could be holding you back? Is it your mind saying you aren't good enough? Is it your Husband? Family? Friends? I am here to tell you that you ARE good enough! You are the most beautiful person in this world! You are cut out for being a mommy! You are enough! You are loved and You are prayed for daily by people you know! Also people you don't know! Don't hide, Don't be scared of what people might think! So what if you are young, Old, Rich, Poor! It doesn't matter! You still have a heart, You still have a mind, and most of all you are still
you! You are loved! You are loved more than you could every imagine! One day you will hold the most Beautiful little Angel you have ever laid your eyes upon! That baby will call YOU Mommy! You are enough! You are STRONG!
This is her Message to me!
Honestly girl i was seriously depressed and i literally took a preg test every month for the first year.
Every month it was negative. I would cry every single time.My husband was getting frustrated not understanding. I was so happy to have my son but wanted a baby so bad. Than my sister accidentally got pregnant! I balled for days bc it wasnt fair since she didnt even like kids.(luckily shes an amazing mom).I was in this with my best friend she tried for 2.5 yrs. After about a year and 8 mths we started going to the doctor and they always said we looked fine sperm, uterus, and ovaries. We tried clomid but nothing. We took the Vitamins called fertility blend still Nothing. Then i broke out in a rash in december of 2013. Ended up being dx with lupus and hypothyrodism. So I started levothyroxine in january and was pregnant in late feb!!!! My best friend did all the same stuff. She doesnt have thyroid issues or lupus like me.Just randomly got pregnant after 2.5 yrs of trying! She is due in about 10 weeks now. I know people say it will happens when its supposed to and blah blah blah! It wont make any difference for u hearing that...its a depressing thing..
This Message/Story is from Rachel Bailey!
Thank you for sharing your story to our Viewers! It really does help seeing people struggle also!
The Answer to my First Question is... NO YOU ARE NOT ALONE!!!
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